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| Ive always known New Mexico wasn't awesome but it wasn't til today that I realize how much it truly fails. The only exciting thing is this weekend (Ren Fair) and I've decided not to go because its only the 2nd year and I'm pretty sure its going to suck pretty hard, be overly small, and its mixed with Spanish? Seriously?
It has boat rides and stores.
Unless it has Torture Chambers and jousting I think I'm out.
The zoo fails, the Museum failz, garden fails..
"Down town", Old town, science museum, I would say art museum but I don't even think they have one.
I've been here for 3 years and each one that passes I can't deal with it more and more.
To get my club and concert fix I have to travel to Arizona or Colorado 6-7 hours away because the clubs here seriously are filled with 13 year old pot heads because no one IDs at the fucking doors. Filled with drug busts and just not the type of crowed I really want to be around.
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You know something else? When I first got here, people seemed really friendly and it seemed like a remotely neat state. The longer I stay I realize they're all just stupid. Worst customer service and I swear to god they've all been dropped on their head as a child.
The only people I've really become associates with are those from out of state or have done quite a bit of traveling to explore the world outside of New Mexico and their fucking green chili.
Don't get me wrong, Green Chili is good, but it can seriously be put on so many god damn things. It doesn't matter what restaurant you go to, what chain that's based elsewhere, It will have green chili.
Maybe that's whats wrong, Children were force fed Green Chili at a young age and it effected their brain development.
I think it was designed to try and make the "Mexican" food made by all these white people try and taste more Mexican and/or spicy.
I don't know.
Now I'm going to attempt to find something to do in this horrible little thing they call a state to keep myself entertained today.
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| So more then one blog a year is progress right? I think so *scratches head*
I did something stupid today while reflecting on a few months ago, but I don't regret it and I'll do it again.
Once upon a time, some stuff happened.
I wasn't allowed to tell one of the few people I trust because... actually...
You know whats wrong? Everything that once was no longer is. I know that things change, but it seems never for me.
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| (This is the geek part of me talking)
My guild in World of Warcraft fell apart. I know your probably thinking "Why care so much about a video game?" But it comes from talking to these people, raiding and doing heroics with the people every single day since we started. I trusted these people more so then almost any other because we always did everything together.
The fallout came when we missed a night of raiding, communication died, and we couldn't pull our stuff together again. So when Core people of the guild left, It was a matter of days before the majority fallowed and we were completely torn apart.
Felt like I lost of my better friends I guess.
So on top of all that, I found out of a few recent deaths, the closest one to me being my grandmother. What sickens me more is no one decided to tell us until a few days later and I ended up hearing from my sister I don't talk to that often.
Funeral is tomorrow and my mother and I are refusing to go because the family decided to be dicks and we just cant handle dead bodies laying still in a coffin. On top of all that though, After a certain someone decided they needed my grandmas money, jewelery, car and got her to change her will, they still have the nerve to ask for "Donations" instead of flowers at the end of the obituary.
Never have I seen someone so greedy.
Who ever decided to write that fucking thing has to full of shit and did it as a cruel joke I've decided. I also noticed they left my Grandfathers name out of that which kinda pissed me off.
and I quote "She left this world greatly comforted by the belief that her children, grandchildren and great grandchildren would raise their own to remember "Grandma Alice" as the witty, fun-loving, caring and affectionate woman they knew her to be."
Just what the fuck.
Seriously?
Everyone knew she was evil as hell - That's why i loved her so much. We could plot the end of the world and destruction upon all and it made her giggle. She wasn't to nice to her own kids but loved the shit out of her grandkids. Nothing said awesome like eating a shit ton of tacos, Going to the dollar store, avoiding people she knew then making fun of them later. That was an awesome afternoon.
Or going over to the faire across the street, riding shit till she screamed at me and said i made her sick then getting those funnel cakes.
More quotes! "The family would like to extend a heartfelt thank you to the staff at Twin Pines Health care in Santa Paula for the care they delivered to "Grandma Alice" for the last four years."
BULLSHIT! Those fuckers probably killed her. Thats what Ive decided.
They claimed she danced, then took a nap and died. No one dances til they die.
Fuckers.
My health isn't exactly tops at the moment either. My damn cancer pillz are almost out so i went to a doctor to see if they could refill my prescription and (Like always) she thinks she found something else new. Now shes running all these new tests and if I knew anything about my dads side of the family Id blame all my medical shit on them. Except for High blood pressure. I know where thats from. But I dont have that.
My biggest concern is missing work I think from random illnesses and now because of Bereavement. Though technically they don't need me that much at work. We have another 20+ Civilians fucking up there job as it is. Honestly I don't like going to work to fix what they fucked up.
Speaking of which, I just renewed my contract to July 2010. So yay me. Maybe I can break off and be a GS06 accountant by then, eh? :D
I think I'm done ranting for now. I just ate really tasty macaroni and that calmed me down so I lost my train of thought.
R.I.P. Grandma <3
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| Don't know why my life used to revolve around it so much
or how i could go these past 4 months with out.
I ended up getting a job end of Dec, buying a new car and today I got a new Lotus LG phone.
I have a feeling that I'm doing far to much with my life only being 19 and around 40 I'm going to have a mental breakdown of some sort from being overwhelmed.
One day I'll start updating again. Probably for my own piece of mind and/or sanity.
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I miss this place.
Badly.
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| Kissed someone new?
No
Done something you've regretted?
Probably
Lost someone?
Technically no
Cut class?
No
Were involved in something you'll never forget?
Maybe... But I might have forgotten it already...
Visited a different country?
Dont Think So
Dyed your hair?
Of Course
Came close to losing your life?
Almost got hit by a car.. but that would have ended in broken bones not loss of life.
Went to a party?
Christmas party?
Read a great book?
Not really :-\
Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
Stalked Apocalyptica around :D
2008: Friend and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year?
Yes ^.^
Did you dislike anyone?
Of Course XD
Did you grow apart from anyone?
I think so :(
2008: Your BIRTHDAY!
Did you have a cake?
Had a Violin on it XD
Did you have a party?
Not raelly :(
Did you get any presents?
Money <3
2008:All about YOU
Did you change at all this year?
Dont think so? More violent?
Did you get your hair cut?
You need a hair cut often. Always.
Did you have a job?
2 :D
Would you change anything about yourself now?
Probably
2008: Wrap UP:
Was 2008 a good year?
I think so
Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
Waiting for '10
I confess that in 2008 I...
() stayed single for the whole year
(x) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
() made a bad decision that almost ruined you
() went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
() came out of the closet
() gotten pregnant
() had an abortion
() done something you've regretted
OTHER
() painted a picture
() wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
() shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog on MySpace
() visited a foreign country
() cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you werent
() partied to celebrate the new year
() confused about relationships
(x) lied about how old you were
() prank called someone
In 2008 I...
[] broke a promise
[] fell out of love
[X] lied
[X] cried over a boy/girl
[] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[] slept under the stars
[] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[x] met one of your idols
[] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[] left the country
[] almost died
[] given up on something/someone important to you
[] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] met great people
[x]stayed up til sunrise
[x]cried over the silliest thing
[x] had friends who were drifting away from you
[]had a high cell phone bill
[] spent most of your money on food
[]had a fist fight
[] went to the beach with your best friend
[x] gotten sick
[] liked more than 5 people at the same time
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